th beginning - concert 2010

:)
i feel great and TIRED too.
should be in bed now, but hair's not dry.
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CONCERT was freakin' AWESOME!! :)
it turned out better than expected.
so now it's just one more night to go.
gahh, i loved my hairstyle just now.
temporary curls, clipped and sprayed.
too bad had to wash it off.
but there's still tomorrow. haha
cant wait!
oh yeah, my heels really does kills!
measured it with a bunch of people..
it's 8.5CM!! omg! ._.
now my feet's aching, and i ALMOST feel off the gallery...

ahhh... i bet tonight will be a memorable night. (:
au revior for now! :)

24 hours countdown!!

WMS CONCERT's here!!
a wesley methodist school PROduction..
the 'Flower Drum Song'!! :)

choir's better now.
but the costumes are sucky. -.-
at least i now have NICER heels??
i hope so. im not sure about it yet.
mummy's buying for me. she called and say it's 3 inches!

OMG, WTF? how's a person as tall as i am, suppose to walk??
hehe. i know larh, im not that tall. short when compared to some people. -.-
anyways, got to go sleep soon.
ciao! :)
fingers crossed for a great show tomorrow. :x

p/s: should never ever irritate my sister when she's 'studying'. she cant concentrate and will blame you when she fails. so dumb and annoying, especially when she keeps slamming the doors! =.=

im only me when im with you

TAYLOR SWIFT!!! (:
her songs are awesome larh.

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concert pratices are KILLING me! literately.
it just so.. SIEN!!
after watching so many, many, MANY times, i feel like sleeping now wheneveer im in the hall.
choir kinda sucks too. too many practices making me lose my voice. :'(
luckily it's just a few more days to go.
oh yeah, i need BLACK high heels! mine's kinda.. old?
haha. but i don't want to where larh. we have to climb upand down those stairs.
with feet in heels, that would definitely kill.
but this is my ticket to new heels. =]
haha. easily can get, without begging.
better go. need sleep.
ciao!
3 more days!! :)

that song in my head.

Hate that I Love you

Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo

 

Yeaah
heyy heyy

As much I love you (yeah)
As much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
Can I  not like you for a while
(No...)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong 

But I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh )
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Said and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond the reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

As much I love you
As much I need you
As much I love you (ohh)
As much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo

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awesome song that describes my feelings and replays in my head. now..

gahh.. stupid song. stupid larh. aku cinta this song. :/ stupid me.
haha. aku smart larh. *perasaness*
ada orang buat aku marah. tapi now okay liao.

stupid friend larh.
i should get rid of you but you ahh...
i just cant let kamu go la.
so i promised i will keep our friendship no matter how hard it is.
even if i have to give in and *lose face, like today* i will.
cause the most important thing is our friendship..
and i cant lose you or imagine life without you. :(
you were the one who was there for me through thick and thin.
beared with my tantrums and emoness.
cheered me up and made me smile.
so i'll stand by you. (:

friends, bestfriends, girlfriends, boyfriends, gayfriends semua pun aku punya friend. :)
aku cintai kamu orang dan aku ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepadamu.

HOwDY PARtNER!? xD

Cinderella walked on broken glass , Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass , Belle fell in love with a hideous beast , Jasmine married a common thief , Ariel walked on land for love and life and Snow White barely escaped a knife . It was all about blood , sweat and tears . Because love means facing your biggest fears .

im normal, weird, smart, random, nice, very perasan, mature, childish quirky, unique, emotional, stressed out, living the life, missing someone, hoping to kill someone, loving my friends.... all at one go!
im so mixed up but at least i know what's right.
basically, im just me. and that's who i want to be.
im imperfect but that's what makes me actually perfect.
weirdness is my equivalent to uniqueness.
im one of a kind.
im random.
gosh, i love me.
teehee (:

ignore the dinner part.

xxx.

your random perasan blogger.

GOD loves you. :)

p/s: wish me luck for tomorrow. super duper big event for me. aiks! :x

Tick Tock.

When the time's right,

and the clock strikes midnight,

we'll dance in the moonlight,

under the stars so bright.

ahh... time flies.
soon gonna be 12.
then one more day.
party and nervous.:/
nites.

100th POST!! Finally... (:

woweeeeeeeee!!
my HUNDREDTH post!! the BIG ONE -OH- OH!!
*proud of myself??*
haha. in celebration, decided to edit my blog!!
noticed th changes?? not major but it's th minor things that matter. :D

 ♥ thankkiew bloggie for being there when i need to rant and post stupid yet memorable stuff!!

my efforts finally paid with this post.
now i won't regret shutting th blog down! :)

 ♥ciao!

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

info on the word supercalifragilisticexpialidocious:

-Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious is an English word, with 34 letters, that was in the song with the same title in the Disney musical film Mary Poppins. The backwards version of the word is also mentioned (dociousaliexpilisticfragicalirupus ) but Poppins herself admits this is going too far.

-The attributed meaning is "a word that you say when you don't know what to say."

xD i taught Y-O-U English!!
I'm bored and should be in bed.
today was just a normal routine.
go GB, get stressed a bit about the SPC party..
go 3rd Kajang BB's charity concert which was boring okayy...
and then went for 'dinner/supper' at 10pm. reached home mandi and come online.
so sad weiyh.need to change my schedule sometime soon.
or else, my life story would totally suck be horrible. :/

life cant get any simpler than this.

your love keeps me strong. =]
xxx.

♥ 7th heaven. :)

7th second of the 7th minute of the 7th hour of the 7th day of the 7th month.

super awesome! :D
it's JULY already.
and July sure does give me butterflies. in a good way. :)

SATURDAY/ SUNDAY
had an awesome weekend just the other day.  ♥
went up to Fraser's Hills with a GREAT bunch of people from SSS on 3rd-4th July 2010.
here's the details...

we arrived in church at 7am and set off on our journey at around 8.30. we then headed to Kuala Kubu Bharu for breakfast.
after breakfast, we continued our journey to Fraser's and finally reached at 11.30. we had a briefing session and then we headed for lunch.
the cook there cooks AWESOME food. you should try heading up to Fraser's if you have the time. the view up there is breath taking too. one of the many blessings of God. :D
after that we had a session about SSS and what we could change about it. at around 5, we got ready to get wet by changing our attire. then we had water games!! :)
it was a different experience getting wet in the cold weather but it was totally enjoyable and memorable. after that we bathed and had a bit of free time. later in the evening, we had a BBQ dinner in the cold weather. it was nice having a hot meal in the hills. after that we had another session with one of the SS teachers. it was eye opening to know what were the teachers opinions and objectives for us youths.
after our quite long session, it was time for those football fans to begin having their fever. football fever, i mean. that night it was Germany vs Argentina. since the bungalow had no TV, a bunch of the guys drove down to town to watch the match. they came back after the match  with very different emotions (btw, Germany won! :D) and at around 1am everyone was already in bed. :)

the next day, we had breakfast at 8am. mainly because of the exhaustion from the previous day, many of the guys woke up late.. they ended up waking up at nearly 9 and being late for breakfast.
after breakfast, we had morning devotion and worship. after that, we had another reviewing session. soon it was time for lunch.
after lunch we packed up, and had a photo shoot session. after our photo shoot session, it was time to checkout. after checking out, we drove down to around town. oh yeah, they also ate durians.
the durians are sold inside the property of the sultan's 'palace'. if you are interested the next time you go there, just drive into the estate and look for the caretaker. he's the one that sells the durians and also honey. after they enjoyed their durians, they went to a dam, i think. i wasn't there so i cant describe it. after all those visitations, they finally headed down hill and reached church at around 6.30pm.

so that's how our whole trip went. overall, it was a great retreat, bonding with all the SS teachers and getting to know them better. =]

TUESDAY~
had parents' teachers conference yesterday. DAMN!! so freakin' screwed. those teachers actually told on me!! and it so does NOT help when my dad added some stories for my teachers to know. now, i have to acheive 75 and above for my year end exams. stupid larh!! damn impossible weih. i need help! :(
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A huge shoutout to them awesomes in 1st KL, SSS and how could i possibly forget, WMS. :) They shalt not be named though, cause there's just too many. But you know who you are. :) I love you guys and girls a huge lot. My life would have suck without you people.

Stick with me till the end, I might not be able to show you how great life is, but maybe, just maybe, everything'll fall into place, for you as well as for me.

Because, it's like doubling up everything; double the joy; double the calmness; double the friendship; double the positivity; double the security; double the closeness; double the good times; double the fun.

xoxo, yours truly