a small note from the person you know...

this blog is full of personal thoughts and daily/weekly experiences which flew out from sarah's mind to her hands as soon as she began typing. please do NOT flag, and sorry if a blog post or two offends you. please inform the blogger and she will try to make amends for her mistake. so thanks for visiting. God bless. :D
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Life's too short for pretending to be somebody else. Be loved for who you really are.
xoxo, yours truly (:

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Saturday, June 26, 2010

nervousness

commander and worship leader.
stressed.
need to go.
ciao.
wish me luck! =D

Monday, June 21, 2010

back to the school of doom...

new semester = no hope.
T.T = me after getting results.
x.x = me when parents teachers meet.
:S = when kena scolding.
D: = after kena punishment.

the above = my predictment of emotions. lets hope it's not like that or else, you will suffer too. someway, somehow. just give me time to think about your punishment. haha.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

HAPPIE DADDY's Day to eu. :)

as today is fathers' day i would like to dedicate this post to the one man i admire most. my dad.

to my one and only dad, (apart from GOD of course)
as today is fathers' day, i would like to list down all the things you have done for me dad.
you have:
-scolded me. but i know that it is for my good and you wanted me to change.
-punished me, but that was only because i needed to be punished and to remember my doings.
-ignored my pleas for help, but that was only because you wanted me to be independent and not relying on you always.
-made me pay for my own stuff, but that was only because you wanted to teach me the value of the Dollar (ringgit) note.
-made me off the computer, but that was only because you were worried about my eyesight.
-sent me off to bed early, but that was just because you were worried for my health.
-given my endless lectures on my studies, but that was because you are worried for my future.
-given me those hugs and kisses to make me feel loved.
-sat there and listened as i cried over my problems.
-gave me advice when you knew i was taking the wrong path.
-forgave me for all my mistakes and still loved me for me.
-spend your time with me even though you were tired and stressed out from working all day.
-gave me gifts which i could only dream of.

and the list goes on and on and on.
the things you have done for me, daddy is too many to count.
i wish i could write it all down, but that would take years. seriously.
so daddy, on this special day i would like to thank you for all the love, support, care, time and blessings you have showered on me. i just want you to know that i appreciate it and truly do care about you daddy. i am sorry for all the troubles i have caused over all these years, but i am sure dad, that without those little mischiefs caused by me, you life would be so less fun. xD
i will try my best to spend my time wisely (off the comp, go to sleep).
i will try my best to talk back less. i know how much you hate it. but dad, you have to admit, sometimes you do laugh at my clever 'comments' secretly. :).
i will try my best to give you less headache and problems. as i know you already have enough of your own.
but i cant guarantee on those things up there dad
i am as you know, just a human. but i promise i will try my utmost best.

so here to the world's best dad to me.
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY, DADDY!
May God's blessing continue to pour on your and may his riches from heaven overflow on you.
 
always daddy's little girl,
sarah :)

Friday, June 18, 2010

the end?

ahhhhh....
i finally found the time.
not that i have been really busy lately, its just, problems. endless problems.
but now that it is temporarily resolved, i shall blog my hearts .... i mean heart, out. :)

PESTA 2010. GO GREEN! <-- their theme, so unORIGINAL.
it's been long gone. not so long actually. but it seems like it was.
it was a fun experience going there to support my friends and also to makan la.
i LOVE the char kuey teow  and cendol on Penang road. really to die for.
oh yeah, the results. it's not really a BIG win, but it is satisfactory enough.
1st KL BB manage to bring back a few titles at least.

the 'bring us all back to reality' results.

band:
champs: need i say more? 1st JB lah. ._.
runners-up: that company next door, 3rd KL
2nd runners-up: the BEST in Wesley Methodist church kl, 1st KL BB :D

singing:
champs: 2nd Subang. never heard of them before but they are good.
runners-up: 1st JB.
3rd placed: ???? i have no idea and could not care less.
4th placing: the boys next door, 1st KL! :)
they pull off their dance superbly well. considering the amount of time spent.. 3 days only.

dancing:
champs: 16th Penang.
runners-up: JB number 1. again.
3rd: i don't know. actually, it's 3rd KL
4th: i don't care about this people > 10 KL
5th: really didn't bother.
6th & 7th: same as the 5th.
8th: finally. 1st KL. 8 awesomest in the national BB competition. or as yen said.. 3rd worsest(?) over 10 dance teams. haha.

oh yeah.

drum major:
1st: 3rd KL
2nd: 1st JB & 1st KL = Sergeant Benny Tham =]

that's all the results.
overall champs:
you've guessed right, 1st JB
runners-up: 3rd KL

but hey, 1st KL didn't do that bad. they got 6th. that's an achievement okayy..

so congrats on your win 1st KL. you made us(?) all proud. :)

moving on!
FATHERS' DAY PROJECT with SSS.
Saturday supposed to overnight. i got to know about this so last minute. -.-"
some more got committee meeting. and i don't know. offended. haha.
so, I'm joining anyway. but i am not staying in church. I'm going over to Yen's place. :D
comfortable beds. :)
Sunday must be there at 7.15 so have to wake up early go church la.
what to do..
should be in bed now.
lazy to sleep??
haha. nites people of earth and beyond. :D

Sunday, June 13, 2010

13.06.2010- Pesta Day 3

=P
im back!??
nah, it's not really me. it's technology.
gosh, i am so lame ._.
guess what? they......
actually i won't spoil it for you.
just wait till i get back la. travelling back today already.
but chances of me going near the computer when im back is 1% to 100%
awesome rite? ;D
haha. holidays are half done already. damnit!
so fast! i am jealous of those people who get 1 month off for mid year break.

If you love someone, tell them. because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

12.06.2010 - Pesta Day 2!

okay. 2nd day in Penang people.
don't really know what is going to happen though.
in case you don't know, this is a prescheduled post and the blogger may or may not be having the time of her life right now. haha.

so today's events:
-National Singing Competition
-National Dance competition.

rooting for?? obviously 1st KL =D

i tell you, i may be a GB member. but BB was there when my life started.
reason? my parents. what to do? they kan so passionate for BB. haih
will be back tomorrow. =)

roses are red violets are blue.. love never crossed my mind until the day i met you (:

Friday, June 11, 2010

11.06.2010- PESTA 2010 day 1

Pesta Day 1
it's officially beginning. yay!
i don't really have the time and i don't even know whether there's Internet connection in the hotel i am staying at.
oh yeah, this is a prescheduled post.
haha. gotcha!! xD

today's events in Penang:
-National Drill competition (1st KL tak ade)
-Opening ceremony
-BB National Band Competition.

hope 1st KL wins something. fingers crossed :x
will update more when i get back, if i bother la.
Love is like the wind , You cant see it but you can feel it.
i sure can, but i always do wonder whether you can too.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

EEEK!! Pesta sudah datang!! :O

okay, so it's one more day till Pesta.
seems to me that everyone is leaving today.. T.T
never mind tomorrow i more syiok.......
wake up at 4.30 and go Penang at 5.30. =)
haha. then hopefully can reach before 1.30 lorr...
mummy wants to support her boys and daddy wants to support KL state.
drill competition only marh. haih.
i don't see you both at MY drill competition which we won.
by the way, the time above is supposed to be morning-morning-afternoon.
yeap, 4.30 am wake up, 5.30 am leave for Penang and hopefully 1.30pm there already.
crazy, i KNOW. parents, cant live with them, cant live without them.

lols. people, i wasn't born yesterday.
snatching phones is such an old trick. haha.
and obviously, it wasn't my friend texting me back.
so great jobs guys, EPIC fail la. xD

oh gosh, packing, something i hate so so much. i love travelling but hate packing for it. why? cause i don't know what to bring and what to leave. thats why. haih. 
Tell me how to win your heart,
For I haven't got a clue.
But let me start by saying I love you

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

your love is my drug ♥

June 8. so fast. guess things cant turn back anymore. thanks a lot my 'friend'! i know you want attention but please don't mess with me. it's over. don't need continue spread de. people know already. if something really bad happens, you are going to get it from me to. i don't care who you are, what connections you have or where we are at. I'll tell you off if you continue. you better watch your mouth.it's already troubling enough i have to hear about it, now i hear that the main person who did these stuff is you. it hurts okay. i know you disapprove about it when it began, but it's my choice and respect my decision. after it's gone, you still want to continue. what is your problem? you hate me?? then tell me. you hate that person?? tell that person. you do NOT need to ruin people's reputation just to ruin people life. spreading around peers is already bad enough, now i hear that you are telling the way older generation. do you think that is hilarious?? I'm sorry if you do not understand my English. i know you have an IQ of a walnut, so go check out the meaning of the words. it will help you in your examinations. expand your knowledge and stop spreading rumours which are so yesterday. nobody like to hear about it. you think you are who? spread, spread, spread. even my sister understands and don't tell la. so shut up, will you? what is it with you people? haih. no hope liao. hopefully you will change for the better soon, cause i don't want to lose a friend over this matter. it sucks you know. and it's not worth it.

June 8. buat apa?? bored at home only. chat, chat, chat. facebook, facebook, facebook. blogger, blogger, blogger. email, email, email. so B. O. R. I. N.G.
sien le. want to get out of the house so badly.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalawheee~
peace out! =D

if only you knew how much I'm missing you right now.♥
life such is so full of regrets..
i wish i could rewind time and start all over.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

06.06.2010 ♥

it's been a year. FINALLY! :)
a year ago, i was there. staring at my surrounding, wondering what will happen next.
a year later, i realized that through this experience, i have gain more friends and my trust in God has grown stronger.

i remember all of us being those 'hi & bye' type of friends. we would acknowledge the presence of each other but in actual fact we didn't really know the other person's personality. through this event, our friendship grew stronger as we saw each other, day and night for nearly 90 HOURS. we bonded, we had our moments. we laugh together, we went through scoldings too. but one thing is for sure, that we were always ONE. as the saying goes, 'UNITED WE STAND, APART WE FALL' we were definitely the perfect example to this. under the sun we stood there perfectly still, scared that if we moved, the whole team would be jeopardized. in the darkness, we moved our props to the music, knowing that if we put on a good show, our officers would be proud. little did we know that this event was just the beginning of a beautiful relationship that would last, hopefully, forever. as i lay on my bed thinking about the memories, i thank God for letting me have a part in this.

last year, 6th of June 2009..
1st KL BB & GB 55th anniversary.
took part in: 
Guard of Honor
Enrollment
Miming team
Dinner
Birthday Celebration
Our Finale- theme song 'A GOD WHO NEVER FAILS'

definitely a memorable event :)

this year, 6th of June 2010
56th Anniversary

Happy 56th Birthday 1st KL!! 


may God's blessing continue to SHINE down on 1st KL GB & BB. :D
may both the companies grow stronger in membership and also in FAITH in God.

Thank you Lord, for letting me be a part of this.

Friday, June 4, 2010

June already?? =O

"without realising, months have just passed.
time did not stop when we fell apart,
somehow i did not cry or try to die,
but instead moved on from those times.
no matter what happens,
I'll never give up,
until our worlds collide and never part."
-sarah cheong-
4th June 2010
teehee.my poem.
I'm so friggin talented kan?? xD
random la. was gonna start off with my usual 'wow! time has fly..' crap but then that poem came to me.
it has a meaning but doesn't really rhyme though.
maybe, just maybe I'm not that talented after all. :/

but its true though, time really has flown pass me just like that.
6 months have passed = 6 months gone. so it's just 6 months more to come.
"anything memorable?" you might ask.
well, honestly 2010 has been an awesome year so far.
made new friends and friendships grew stronger.
lost a few but regained them still.
made mistakes and grew up.
won competitions and didn't give up.
wow, i so feel like rhyming right now.

any current news?
well, there is PESTA '10!
which im super duper excited for, eventhough im not in it!
haha. i watched all of them, the BB boys, worked their butts off for this event.
hopefully they will pull through and put on a great performance that is worthy of the championship trophy.
be strong and believe in GOD. He's so AWESOME, did you know?? :D

someone once told me, days before my drill competition, to have FAITH in God and my team.
i trusted that person and prayed about it.
guess what?? my team did win!! :D
as we were celebrating, i recalled that message and i truly thanked God for answering my prayers.

so guys, gambateh!
did you know that almost half of 1st KL GB seniors are going to go all the way to PENANG to support you all??
i bet you didn't! so yeah, we are skipping GB for BB. ironic isn't it?
haha. my sister is so annoyed by me now.
she wants the computer so badly.
but im such a great blogger i can blog for hours and won't have 'writers block'! :D
awesome aint it? haha. perasan-ing. or as a friend would say, boosting self esteem. xD
Pesta begins on 11th June 2010.
today's 4th June 2010.
that means...
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, SEVEN DAYS MORE TO GO!
PESTA IS IN 7 DAYS!!
can't wait.
meanwhile, GB has some environment awareness event called World Environment Day at Taman Lembah Kiara, TTDI on June 5, 2010 from 9 am to 2 pm. happening tomorrow. 
hopefully, we'll enjoy it! :)
so that's all for now.
just a phrase that keeps GB going,
110% ♥ to 1st KL! :D
and more importantly..
200% ♥ to GOD!! =]

till the next time, adious amigos! :D
xoxo, sarah