a small note from the person you know...

this blog is full of personal thoughts and daily/weekly experiences which flew out from sarah's mind to her hands as soon as she began typing. please do NOT flag, and sorry if a blog post or two offends you. please inform the blogger and she will try to make amends for her mistake. so thanks for visiting. God bless. :D
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Life's too short for pretending to be somebody else. Be loved for who you really are.
xoxo, yours truly (:

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

ACCIDENTS...

wow..i forgot about this!
it happened yesterday afternoon while i was on my way home..
it had just finished raining heavily and the road was very wet!
well this car driver was speeding on the road, i don't know how he got license la but..
he was speeding with his children next to him!! so dangerous!
well so happen on this road got this turn and then that man was speeding and turning when...
time seems to freeze for us..
the car began skidding!
from first lane he ended up blocking 2nd and 3rd lane..
luckily all the rest of the drivers were careful!
so no injuries...but it's so dangerous right?
and the road was actually like an overhead bridge so if the car knocked into the divider and if the divider gave way his car will..
FALL!!! and everyone inside will be sacrificed because of one person's carelessness..
what a waste of lives that will be...
after 15 minutes i saw another accident!
this time it was a taxi..
the hood of the car was completely wrecked and the windscreen was shattered..
i don't know about the passengers though cause they weren't there when i passed by..
maybe they were in the hospital checking for injuries..
and when i was reaching home saw 2 more accidents so...
as you can see accidents happen often especially when it is raining!
so everyone should drive carefully...ALWAYS!!!
not only when is raining you drive carefully...
it should be practise at all times!
do not speed, use the phone, and drink(alcohol) when driving..
it can cause lives!

PROBLEMS!!

recently quite a lot of people around me began facing this...
PROBLEMS!!!
haiz..
there is studies problems,
friendship problems,
over-stressed problems,
relationship problems,
and of course how can i miss this out..
MENTAL problems!!
LOL!!

i don't know how but i somehow ended up being involved in some of these problems..
actually i don't think i should be helping because i can't even help myself!!
like any typical student in Malaysia, i have...
STUDIES problems.
it's saddening to say that i successfully managed to not get a single 'A' in any subject for my midterm examinations..
LOL!! but it seems like i don't care...
i actually am trying real hard but obviously it's not hard enough..
i am trying but not succeeding!!
so..
new resolution: SARAH will try her best to get at least an 'A' for her year end examinations!!

but then some of the people around me seems to be facing other type of problems...
they have the problems mentioned above..
i shouldn't be one to give any judgements because i for one am not facing any of those problems except for studies of course..
but then i just can't keep my own judgements to myself..
i end up giving comments and advice to my friends without thinking about the effects that will eventually happen...
some of the advice given i think is good at the end of the day and am glad i gave that advice but..
some of the advice given by me is totally senseless sometimes..
thinking back i somehow wished i was granted the magic powers to undo silly advice given..
LOL!! hopefully those silly advice actually fell on deaf ears..

but now i want to give this particular advice to the people who are facing problems..
SHARE your problems with people you trust...
THINK carefully before acting...
and finally..
PRAY to GOD!!
pray to GOD to give you the guidance you need..
pray to GOD to help you make the proper choice in your life..
pray to GOD to turn on the light to your right path..
with GOD everything can be overcome!
you may be surprised to know that this actually works..
GOD is always there for you..
when you are alone in trouble or..
when you are partying with friends..
HE is always there for YOU no matter what.

p.s.: this is something i just felt like typing..
i hope that you are facing none of this problems and if you are...
i pray you will turn to GOD..
GOD BLESS!! =]

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Tagged by Jean on Facebook..

Grab your phone and answer.
Tag 10 random people who are not mentioned and everyone mentioned in this. Go!

1. Do you have a camera phone? If so who's the 3rd picture of?
Uhmm... tht phone spoil liao..now no camera =[

2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?
Mdm. Shabnam...xS

3. Who's the last person you called? Why?
my sister's classmate...to talk to her la!!

4. Who was your last missed call from? Why didn't you pick up?
my 'smart' sister's friend..was trying to sleep!

5. Who's the 5th person who comes up under C?
i only have 3 C's la..

6. Who's your speed dial number 3?
Mummy ♥

7. Who was your last received call from?
Queenie =]

8. What does your banner say?
what???

9. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
banyak nyaa.. lazy to check. :P

10. What is the background?
Sum sky thing ? :S

11. Who's speed dial number 2?
Daddy ♥

12. Who is the 5th message from in your inbox? What's it say?
Yong Xin. so long sms..
testing... welcome to(in chinese) 1st Kl BB, all the last word muz add 'er' 1..no la, duno whether is they poor only come mas or saw me so kind so join 1st KL... i wan to sleep nw...sry..every sat nite oso damn tired

13. Who is the first person under S?
Sharan

14. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
All six fullll.. =]

15. what service do you have?
Maxis.

16. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox:
Caroline, Joey, Queenie, Yong Xin, Johnny, Sharan...and more la!

17. who is the 5th person under A?
Azureen

18. who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
Nobody..

19. What does the 6th text message say in your inbox?
Carmen arh?ok la , she still alive...she 100% nicer than (censored).2day gt a guy from china come to join bb, n he does nt know any english word n duno wad we talking abt... so, forced me to use 'china style mandarin' to help him translate all the shyt... tired man..
by a very perasan person who smses very long messages which is yong xin!!

20. who is the first person in your contacts?
Adeline =]

21. What does the 2nd text message say in your inbox? Who is it from??
Near giant. -caroline =]

22. Who is the first person under J in your contacts?
Jean =]

23. How many people names starts with Y in your contacts? Name them.
8!! Yasmin, Yen, Yen May, Yi Xin, Yi Xuan, Yong Xin, Yue Hao, Yuen Min..banyaknya!

I tagged:
1. Ashley
2. Deanna
3. Eu Win
4. Nina
5. Susanna
6. Niki
7. Rong Fei
8. Felicia
9. Shana
10. Kar Fei

People mentioned:
1. Mdm. Shabnam
2. Mummy
3. Queenie
4. Daddy
5. Yong Xin
6. Sharan
7. Caroline
8. Joey
9. Johnny
10. Adeline
11. Yasmin
12. Yen
13. Yen May
14. Yi Xin
15. Yi Xuan
16. Yue Hao
17. Yuen Min

Phew!! so many!! congrats to the 'lucky' people on being tagged...may you have as much 'fun' as i had while doing this...=]

TAGGED IN FACEBOOK...

since i'm so...BORED..decided to this tag..LOL..it's long overdue actually..enjoy!!

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.USE first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name :
Sarah Cheong Xin Lynn

2. A four Letter Word :
same

3. A boy's Name:
Samuel..(so easylah..my bro's name!)

4. A girl's Name :
Susanna =]

5. An occupation :
Supervisor..

6. A color :
Sunshine Yellow??

7. Something you'll wear :
Shirt, Shorts, Shoes, Socks....

9. A food :
Sugus..it's a sweet =]

10. Something found in the bathroom :
Soap

11. A place :
Sunway Pyramid

12. A reason for being late :
Stupid dog ate my homework??? (i don't have a dog)

13. Something you'd shout :
See ya!!

14. A movie title :
Slumdog Millionaire

15. Something you drink :
Soup

16. A musical group :
S.H.E.

17. An animal :
Sarah's pet =] ...

18. A street name :
Soh Lou Street...

19. A type of car :
Sarah"s car?? =.=

I tag:
~caroline
~queenie
~yen
~yen may
~nina
~eu win
~yuen min
~kar fei
~yong xin
~everyone reading who has a blog!! =]

SARAH HAS DONE HER PART...HAVE YOU???
NO?? THEN GO, GO, GO!! GO DO THE TAG!!
GOOD LUCK!! =]

Friday, July 17, 2009

TO : MY DEAR PARENTS (more to mother)...

ok..
wad shud i blog about??
oh yea...recently my parents...
found my blog and...
now my mum keeps on asking me...
today got blog anot??
so i said...
today? no...for wad??
thn she continues by saying...
you don't blog then how your frens noe abt wad happen in ur life??
thn i say..
i lazy la..anyway u noe i blog need at least 1/2 hour..
replies me with..
okay so from now on u oni can blog 3 times a week..
er..oklah...i choose weekends..i replied..
and thn..
aiya no nid blog on weekends..
u see them(church frens) on weekends...
in my heart...
i don't only have church frens la..
she continues by saying so weekdays u blog..
me..
uh..where got so free...somemore blog abt wad?
must have topic wan la..
anyways u dun go c my blog la..
she replies by saying..
why? nt like i read also..i just want to c ur frens blogs..
again in my mind...
=.=' la u dun c own daughter's go c her frens???
thn i said..
anyway u c la..u wan read mine oso nevermind cuz..
i have nothing to hide!
end of convo..
so my dear mummy if you r reading..
i m blogging..
n it's not in full words!!
happy now??

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

A CALL FOR CELEBRATION..

LOL!!
my parents are back safely....
thank God!! and..
i didn't go to school cause they only came back at..
3 am!! i was scared that things had happen but it was just...
flight delayed...
parents! they are worried when their children come back late but..
never think whether their children will be worried..
only know how to sms to say to leave the door open but..
never tell whether coming back late or early..
and i had to stay up to open the door so ended up..
never go school lorr..
ha ha how go school worr??
slept at 3.30 am wake up at 5.30 am ar?
if i go school..will get in trouble only cause want to sleep la..
so i got to stay at home...
and help to unpack my gifts xp..

another reason to celebrate is...
IT'S MY 30TH POST ALREADY!!!
time flies....
we shouldn't waste time because time is precious..
as precious as money, food and clothes...
BUT...
it will never beat the importance of FRIENDS, FAMILY and most importantly...GOD!!
without them...
my life will be boring..and useless...
and without GOD i will definitely be LIFELESS...
so people treasure your love ones...
just like you treasure your valuables!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

WONDERING...

here's where i start wondering...
-~dear lord why did this happen??
-~omg! how in the world did all this happen??
-~for your info...
-~it's was just child's play...there are no hidden intentions..we were just fooling around!
-~don't go spread rumours please...please i beg you...
-~i'm sick of it!! and i definitely hate it!!
-~everywhere also got rumours...school, church and 1st KL
-~i know it's a big discovery to you GUYs but please can you not spread this out??
-~i don't mind if it's about me alone but...
-~it involves others too...i don't like it when people get hurt because i didn't try to stop things..
-~so please...you guys should be able to figure out what it is if you are involved..it's about a blog..
-~just let it go please..don't tell everyone..it's not a big deal actually but..
-~it's partly my fault also so..
-~please help! just don't ever talk about it...
-~i am sure someone out there would be grateful to you..and i'm one of them..thanks

forgive me for being so bored that i wondered...
i was just wondering...
wouldn't it be great if we could turn back time...
then i can correct all my mistakes and errors...
ruin friendships can be restored and broken dreams can be fulfilled...
if only i could do that..

tagged by yuen min...

Instructions:
All the 21 people listed must do this tag unless you don't have a blog . Write the names of 21 friends you can think of in your head . And then answer the questions , Say you're guessing if you don't know , but at least guess on all of them . After doing this, tag your 21 "lucky" people to do the same.

the 'lucky' people:
1. Queenie
2. Caroline
3. Yen
4. Yen May
5. Susanna
6. Felicia
7. Shana
8. Rong Fei
9. Lucas
10. Yong Xin
11. Yi Xuan
12. Nina
13. Johnny
14. Jean
15. Shi Zhe
16. Naaman
17. Kar Fei
18. Aileen
19. Niki
20. Yuen Min
21. Jillian

the questions:
1. How did you meet 7 ?
~ [shana]
through GB
2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
~ [shi zhe]
i don't know...i think i just carry on with my life...
3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
~ [yuen min & queenie]
try to break them apart firstly because they don't even know each other! and i am pretty sure they are not lesbians...
4. Have you seen 17 cried?
~ [kar fei]
nope...and i don't think i want to cause if he did cry...it would most probably be my fault if not why would he cry in front of me??
5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
~ [yen may & naaman]
LOL!! no way...4 is older la...anyway she's also taller so no way one larr..
6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
~ [yi xuan]
yeap...she dedfinitely is one of a kind x)
7. What is 2's favourite colour?
~ [caroline]
i am sorry to say but... i remember now..it's pink!!=]
8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
~ [lucas]
should be on June 6, before the curtains went up and i was asking him to not smile...
9. What language does 8 speaks?
~ [rong fei]
English, Chinese, Malay, er Indian?? lol do you speak Indian language??
10. Who is 13 going out with?
~ [johnny]
hehehe...*smiles widely* i don't know who he is going out with cause i'm not a stalker but... i do know who he wants to go out with..
11. Would you ever date 17 ?
~ [kar fei]
depends...as friends maybe...as the other type of friends...no i don't think so...
12. Where does 18 live?
~ [aileen]
in the same house as me...in Malaysia! =)
13. What is the best thing about 4 ?
~ [yen may]
she is just so nice =D
14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
~ [yong xin]
err...hye??why are you looking so bored???
15. What is the best thing about 20 ?
~ [yuen min]
LOL! she has never failed to make me smile whenever i see her...
16. Have you ever kiss 2 ?
~ [caroline]
NO!! we are both straight..
17. What is the best memory you have of 5 ?
~ [susanna]
LOL!! her trying to sing using a really funny tone...and trying to get her to sign our divorce papers..LOL!! i am still trying..but am failing..
18. When's the next time you're going to see 1 ?
~ [queenie]
next Saturday!! can't wait till then...
19. How is 7 different from 6 ?-
~ [felicia & shana]
6 wears spectacles while 7 doesn't...
20. Is 2 pretty ?
~ [caroline]
no!!!...she's BEAUTIFUL!!
21. What was your 1st impression of 15 ?
~ [shi zhe]
how are you related to jean again??
22. How did you meet 3?
~ [yen]
through GB and i am glad i did!
23. Is 5 your best friend?
~ [susanna]
yea...she among them!
24. Do you hate 12?
~ [nina]
why would i hate her?? when i can't even find a reason to dislike her...
25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
~ [aileen]
seen her?? I'm staring at her!! gosh i see her everyday larr...
26. When was the last time you saw 16?
~ [naaman]
July 4th? or was it the 5th? all i know is that i saw him last Sunday...
27. Have you been to 5's house?
~ [susanna]
nope.. she didn't invite me... furthermore i have manners..i know it's rude to go to someone else's house uninvited so... Susanna when can i go to your house eh???
28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
~ [yong xin]
next century!! he flew off to space...LOL!! i don't know.. some Saturday i guess...
29. Are you close to 11?
~ [yi xuan]
i have no idea...i guess we are just friends..
30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
~ [yen may]
I'm sorry to say this but no!! i want to...it would be fun...so yen may..do you know of any movie you want to watch?? I'll invite and you can pay. XD
31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
~ [rong fei]
err... let's see... i know there was some incident but i can't remember.. owh yea! it was something about him being gay...LOL now i am in trouble!
32. Would you give 19 a hug?
~ [niki]
why wouldn't i??
33. When have you lied to 3?
~ [yen]
hmm...i think it was last... i don't know! LOL!! i would never lie to her...
34. Is 1 good at socializing?
~ [queenie]
you asking me whether she's good?? omg she not good!! she's too good!!
35. Do you know a secret about 8?
~ [rong fei]
i don't think so...why?? do you know a secret i should know??
36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
~ [nina & aileen]
they know each other through me... and tuition...
37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
~ [lucas]
i got to know a friend!!!

wow! finally done! wait a minute!! what are you doing??? why are you still here?? go!! shoo! go follow instructions la... i ask you to do this tag!! so go la...=) thank you

note: this tag was done without any intentions to cause harm to any friendship. if it has damaged the friendship we have, i am so sorry. apparently i did this without using another half of my brain...XD

Saturday, July 11, 2009

11.07.2009

today i am damn bored...
never go for GB because no transport...
so i was suppose to go to my ex tuition teacher's house to celebrate his daughter's 1st birthday but...
NO TRANSPORT!!!
having no transportation is a big burden...
tomorrow also can't go church...
all because my parents go overseas...
haiz but no worries...
even i don't go i also know what happened...
like today 1st KL GB was suppose to have GB ID with 2nd KL GB but ended up..
FFK-ed...they didn't keep their promise...
the officers say that 2nd KL no time so..
never come anyway...
i wonder how boring was it??
ha ha ha...
anyway Caroline told me to go for national drill camp...
should i go?? people i need advice!!
if i go it's drill, drill, drill and more drill only but if don't go i will miss out!
i want to hang out with the girls also and another thing...
is there a competition against other companies??
if there is i want to see...but don't want to participate...
my drill not good..
should i go?? help!!
and give me more info on it please..
thanks so much...


by the way i heard there's a rumour about me in BB...is there? if there is...
it's so ridiculous! don't go make stories la..
you want make story... go make about yourself ok!!
this is just a feeling and im screaming at no one..
but if you think you are the one...
why the hell did you have to go spread stupid rumours???
was thinking just now..
anyways give me your opinion on whether i should go please...
thank so very much...wakakaka broken english

Thursday, July 9, 2009

SPECIALLY FOR YOU...

to all my friends out there...you are the sunshine of my lifeand this is specially for you!
we might be best friends one year,
Pretty good friends the next year,

Don't talk that often friends the next year,

And don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say,

You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you,

respect you,

and truly cherish you.

No matter how often we talk ,

Or how close we are,

it's time to let old friends know I haven't forgotten them,

And to tell new friends that I never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend,

Someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,

Just remember this text

And take comfort in knowing

Somebody out there cares about you....

and that somebody is ME!!

even if no one cares about you,

take comfort in knowing that I will always be there for you no matter what happens

so to everyone out there who considers me a friend,

thanks for regarding me as a friend and I hope our friendship will last forever,

I am sorry if I have ever hurt you,

and I hope that you will forgive me for the hurt I have cause...

because great friends can never be replaced no matter how you try to find new ones..

as everyone is special and unique and there can never be two same people with the same personalities

so to my friends...

I LOVE YOU!!
(as friends of course)

with love,
Sarah

I AM ALREADY BORED...

bored...
so bored...
very bored...
freaking bored...
bored till i don't even know what to do!!!!

why am i even online i have no eye deer...
i am granted freedom for 5 days and i don't know what to do with it!!
so kesian...parents just left and i already feel bored cause no one nagging me to go sleep...lol
don't tell them this but...i admit i miss them reminding me to go sleep...
Monday only come back...i think by then something happen to me already...

hopefully i won't get injured and die or anything serious...i want to live to see my parents back home!!!!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

WISHING I COULD GO OUT THIS WEEKEND...

wishes, hopes & dreams...
they never fail to let you down once in awhile..
recently i was let down by one of these...
i wanted to go to church so badly this weekend because i didn't go for GB last week when i was sick...
but then my parents had to go to China!!!
so now i am going to be stuck at home for the weekends unless...
hey anyone going for cikgu firdaus's daughter's 1st birthday party???
all ex students are invited...it's at his house from 4-6.30pm...
if you are going do you mind if i take a ride??
but then if no one going never mind...
i will find a way out of my house...
sounds like i hate it right??
actually i love it but then i am sure i am going to be bored on Saturday afternoon cause everyone is either shopping or in church...
and on Sundays?
church is always the place i will find my peeps...
so now i must find a way to entertain myself...

SARAH CHEONG WILL NOT BORED HERSELF TO DEATH THIS WEEKEND!!
YOU CAN COUNT ON THAT!! =)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

I SURVIVED...

miraculously i survived..
hallelujah!!
i survived parent teachers meet...
it wasn't that bad...
accept for my straight Cs...
with a few Bs...
that was bad...
but my teachers all say i am too quiet in class...
=.=" of course larr...talk get sent to office weih...
common sense will tell you that!!
anyways maybe i am too quiet...
such an angel...
mwahahahaha so perasan...
i am not an angel...
i am a living and thankfully still breathing human!!!
ha has my parents expected the teachers too say i am too talkative...
because in my previous school i was...
but now i am reserved to myself in class...
but definitely not outside as you can see..
in class i listen and look at the techer...
like any good student would...
or maybe not >.<
i prefer daydreaming and doodling in my head....
anyway now i am thankful i didn't die...
but instead i survived...
for without me...
what would the world be???
cheh so perasan...XD

Sunday, July 5, 2009

TOMORROW IS PARENT TEACHERS MEET!!!

UH-OH...
totally forgot about this..
sarah will be dead tomorrow...
bye world...
don't miss me..
if i survive i will continue blogging..
maybe i will even post my dreaded results so the whole world may R.I.P. sooner...
we shall wait and see...
see if i shall kill the world or the world kills me...
???no clue wad i'm blogging about
just know i'm too stressed now.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

FEELING OH SO.....SICK!!!

i am sick of everything.....
sick of school...
sick of homework...
& also just plain sick!! (not in a dirty minded way la...)

have been having high fever since Wednesday...
skipped school on Thursday & Friday...
now am sitting in front of computer hoping i can go to church on saturday & sunday...

i hate medicines...
the doctor gave me close to 10 pills to swallow in 1 go!!!
i am not a swallowing machine ok!!!

feeling hot & cold all at the same time...
kesian me....
i want to sleep but must wait for 2am come to eat medicine...
haiz...
facebook keeps sending me notices about who commented on the photos...
now my inbox near 2000 liao...
most from facebook...
and then spam...
and then also got chain mails...
then friendster pulak...
then the rest from friends or family...
damn tired now!!!

i eat medicine now then go rest in peace lah....
may GOD bless everyone i know...
may they be healthy and well...
because being sick totally REEKS!!!